Patton Oswalt's wistful new memoir, Silver Screen Fiend, revisits his days as a young comedian. During the mid 90s, Oswalt emerged as a comedic voice on the L.A. scene. He also developed an obsession with watching movies. Oswalt splits the difference between how movies influenced and stifled his creativity, while also providing some insight into the 90s alternative comedy scene. Silver Screen Fiend wistfully recalls the wonder of experiencing great films and the challenge of finding one's own voice.
Oswalt confesses he always dreamed of being a film director so he set out to watch as many films as possible, sometimes going 3-4 nights a week, while holding down a day job at Mad TV. At the legendary New Beverly theater in Los Angeles Oswalt viewed a Billy Wilder double feature, Sunset Boulevard and Ace in the Hole and never looked back. Thus began four years of obsessive film going.
As his obsession grew he alienated friends, lost his job, and let his health suffer. Through it all he continued working as a stand up and gained some acting roles. After four years of compulsive film going, Oswalt gained an insight:
Movies, to [a] majority of the planet, are an enhancement of life. The way a glass of wine enhances a dinner. I'm the other way around. I'm the kind of person who eats a few bites of food so that my stomach can handle the full bottle of wine I'm about to drink.
Another important moment arrived when, after four years of attending the New Beverly, Oswalt decided to start writing his own screenplays. After watching the premiere of Star Wars: The Phantom Menace Oswalt recalled spending hours with his friends discussing how much they hated what Lucas had done to Star Wars, after which he gained another epiphany:
I [failed] to see that the four hours of pontificating and connecting and correcting [Lucas's] work could be spent creating two or three pages of my own.
A useful insight for any critic: write your own stuff instead of tearing other's work apart. Since then Oswalt's career has taken off with a recurring role in The King of Queens and dramatic acting roles in Big Fan and Young Adult.
Oswalt shares many hilarious anecdotes about the comedy scene in the 90s. A group of comeptitive comedians trying to distant themselves from mainstream comedy. Many notable comics make cameo appearances including Louis CK, Marc Maron, Andrew Dice Clay, and Bob Odenkirk.
Although we are still waiting for Patton to make his Citizen Kane, reading the book will make you want to seek out the great films and revisit the ones you love.
Oswalt, Patton. Silver Screen Fiend: Learning About Life From an Addiction to Film. New York: Scribner, 2015. 222 Pages